heart and blood:::Bangkok Gangs war

I called france this Morning ,I worked all night, with some internet breaks,but i almost finished my last work , so i made pictures that i send by mail ,Itried to slept after that,phone rang over and over but i was too tired for speak,I woke up around midnight, tried to give a last touch ,my head spinned,my right arm shaked,i couldn't breath my heart hurts me badly everytime i tried to have some air its a deep* pain ,I didn't want go hospital, for 2 reason, I wait some cash and i don't wanted spend the few i have for wait ,I hoped it was just for five minutes, but progressivly the pain grew ,my breath 's short,I fainding, I don't remember how and when Eow drive me to hospital,ton and his girl friends accompany us ,its Eow, she was scared,no money so she called them,When we arrived in Paolo Hospital i was so weak i couldn't go to the wheel chair by myself, i remember rescue mens and girls running in the emergency room,the red lights dancing on the walls ,there were many young guys in the emergency room,a lot of blood too,one of them, i didn't saw him ,but Eow told me that he had no face anymore,3 are wounded badly,and theres a lot a lot of tattoos in the room, i have somes ,ton have some he's girl friend have a full back tattoo, Eow too,the Male and female nurses were scared ,Ton put a glock31(357sig) under my sheet and his look want say take care, he went, i do not no where,boys came to look at me time to time , but not a big deal, iam not in war with anyone at this time,I saw Eow spoke with a nurse for the kind of room she wanted for us, Ton's girl friend ask her to refuse the room, take the treatment and leave quickly,it's not our war, had many tubes and cables on my body ,i disconnect everything, when i try to stand up many of ours friends were in the room , ton called the gang ,they worried about me ,it's touched me that all those guys came in the middle of the night for care us, i was impress by the quick move ,on the way back home we saw the motorcycles and the crahed cars of the guys ,a lot of cops blocked the avenue ,one of the boy told me that; things change in Bangkok ,and the masters of yesterday are the targets of today,Police shoot them, like a lot of them friends it's obvious that it's the obituary times now, the k*** Gang is exterminatd since three months, theres not a day without deads or slained,we all know it's a police job,becauses the teams here are managed by boss who are cops or Army,and like everywhere in the world the dirty jobs are made by small hands....So now iam home,the pain still in my chest,they gave me some painkiller,''Eow had the good idea to speak about self rehab,so......there's my heart,them blood........the Bangkok beat.........new day rising......peace