night ending

Night ending in my city.....the girls and boys night birds jump on a cab or seat on a taxibike if they just have few coins patpong close the bars the gogodancers hangin' on the pavement chatin' drinkin' the air is heavy the minds are scramble ,some lookin' for ''E'' or ''YA'' some just want go home ,home,home...a small room sharing the rent, playing cards formwinning the right to not going workin bar tomorrow ,some gays fighting for a customer, let's change place.....Bangkok is big Bangkok have many face, just keep walking few block east and let's go to lumpini park...old ladies and old men practicing ''tai-chi'' on tha grass some other running, a young boy feed the fishes in the lake, before sunrise,i walk to the 7/eleven buying some cigarettes, take a cup of coffee, my phone ringing,..''.allo! Aissa where are you!'' ,''who speaking'', ''it's me porn'' ,what did i do bad in an other life to have to support that pain,yes ,Porn she's a painfull memory, living together i use to lovedher a lot and she knew that,and she played games ,i realised after 6 month that this girl was a trick,a fake,she's an angel face with an evil heart, so i decided to quit, and never see her ,because seeing her made me weak ,and everytime she looked me i was like ice at sun ,i forgived her,so ,no visual contact, she was my kryptonite but i never was asuperman so you can imagine the pain, now she said everyone who want hear us that we are in good terms and even some times we date for a restaurant or a night together ,it's a lie i never called her back,she say she realised and she change she's ready for me, i just want say to her ''speak with your memory,all the good things for you are out of me ,i can't trust and if there's no trust...there's no love!so i do what do everytimes i close my phone, she willcall back but i ll stay strong, many things ,many events since we stop seeing each others,and Bangkok it's special you can have ten stories to tell each days,beutifull,violent,creepy,or simply magic, i smell the fresh wind, a new day coming, i dont want to sleep i call Eow in 4 days it's her birthday i want her happy has she make me happy after porn and me broke up, she was her friend but she choose to care of me like everyone knowned us because she did really bad things ,Eow was a witness ,she have a golden heart she love the beach tonight we'll go to Rayong a small city ,no much tourist, savage beach a good spot for spend the night..........peace