unfair

 

iam mad of this year it started with fire on new year eve in the Zantika club in Bangkok,we had to be at the last party(after this one the club had to close forever),but my ex girlfriend called me and Eow was upset,she did'nt wanted go, so i find a compromise and asked her to wait the midnight count ,let my ex and friends leave the club and be there at 1.00am for see the rest of our common friends who waited us, first,when we spoke with the taxi driver he was surprised we wanted go Zantika club,because he heard there's a fire started an everybodies evacuate the place,when we arrived near the lane a massive group of people were shouting ,screaming,some on the ground ,a lot of cars blocking the main street and fire mens and police couldn't deploy,we stayed shocked, i remember me cryng by rage and my friend throwing out ,it was a nightmare,young people deseperatly trying break window for fresh air and escape but bars ceiling them in that fire grave ,some guys ,courageous guys went back inside for helped others,...they never went out... two of our friends died in this drama ,it's until now painfull for everyones who saw that ,two weeks later my mother call for told me to came back in france because my dear stepfather passed , when we came in paris ,news was bad too ,friends killing each others for money,one of my best friend was killed because he wanted to help a guy in a gas station ,he just stopped for refill his car,the guy was involved in a fight,he didn;t see the second car full of opponent who slaughtered him,just because he was tall and they were scared, he had time to knock down three of them before a chop opened his heart, when police came he was alive but the rescue taked time and after one hour struggle for his life he gaved up,i wanted leave France the most quickly as it could be,no comment of my personnal problem with french officials,have to cross by belgium for catch a plane,they take my money ,my house ,my barge not my freedom,and here i wanted to forget, wanted a new start , new virgin territorry for a new life, two years of amnesia,voluntary amnesia,and this accident with cake, today my Lv friend (Djtaz)who cried and told me about he's bestfriend who loose her boyfriend 3 day before get married,iam sorry for her ,iam sorry for him ,life's unfair,but we got to move on...this year s***k, but we got to move on.....peace