one night in Rayong

Rayong was great, In fact Eow take my jacket but left me some cash i didn't see,some time when i wake up iam nt here, so i jumped in a cab went see Cake stayed with her spoke with her even she was asleep, and call Kieushap a friend i needeed a bike ,mine was gone with Eow, so i drived alone about200ki/h stopped one time for gaz and drink a coffee ,stay half an hour on this spot and ride again until i felt the salty air of the sea ... Eow was already on the beach when i show up ,making a kind of savage Bbq, she was with her sister and her boyfriend,whe spent most of the time in the sand i love to hear the sound of the waves ,lay on the beach i tought , there's just here i can see the horizon,it's true south it;s the antartic so nothing between us and south,this morning around 5am we saw fishermens on them small boat fishing with the light of them torch i like feeling me like hundreds years before no sound pollution no visual pollution just men and elements ,the shrimps made akind of dance jumping alltogether one time at right one time at left ,but it's not a dance ,they try to ecape some fishs jaws,the beauty of nature could be cruel,a show for us ,a race for life for sea beings....I started my 400cc engine this sound ripping the silence,.....sunrise.. i have to be in Bangkok this morning ,I kiss Eow ,she's asleep she asked me to wait for her but i feel staying alone this morning i want to have a fresh air on my skin drive non stop to Bangkok,and have time to think of my life,need to be alone for that...did i made the right choices...did iam not waisted my life in vain...do i really want this or that...do iam a good friend,a good father, who care of well being of his family....drive....ride.....let's our mind travel free.....peace